7 Airports in one day and ....
Well, this slump im in its not good as I feel like I am hurting those that I care so much about I would follow them into hell if I had to, I feel so empty with in myself at the moment and I tell you it hurts.
Why am I feeling like this, to tell you the truth I don't know but I think it is because I hate being alone, I see life passing me by and well me not making what I can out of it.
I have brought alot of things together regards photographs which I am happy about, this I feel good about though I have to admit I know I can do more, travel wise Im stumbling at the moment.
Thats why the subject of this post, I am focusing on local travel as well its too much to go over seas at the moment and hey I have a house to save for.
I have tried to cover as many airports in one day as I can ... on the 15 of September, got to 7.
This covers the following.
WLG - Wellington
DUD - Dunedin
CHC - Christchurch
NSN - Nelson
WLG - Wellington
TRG - Tauranga
AKL - Auckland
WLG - Wellington
This might be a silly thing to do, but hey a good way to see the country and to have a little fun along the way, I got scared last night with something that I saw at work, I don't really want to say to much as I don't want to remove the person concerned's right for privacy.
But what I saw last night made me again realize how wonderful life is and how lucky we are that there are people in this world who will do what they can to try and keep life.
You know maybe I am just excepting that maybe I am going to be alone for my days and thats not so bad is it ?,
To tell you the truth I don't know, but I am thinking about just doing what I do keeping things to myself and nothing more as there are people out there who have alot more problems in there life, hey I don't have it to bad as I have a wonderful job.
I have wonderful people in my life,
I'm tired you now, I'm tired of saying sorry for things that I do. I don't mind things I do wrong as if we do something wrong we learn by this and as a very dear person in my life has taught me, I know there is nothing wrong asking for help.
Though I do have to admit and maybe it is just me but I find it upsetting how stupid I feel at times.
Anyway I'm rambling.... sorry folks.... bring on my 7 flights
